Fuck, my priorities are screwed.

I don't know why I never noticed it before, and I don't know why it suddenly occurred to me. Nevertheless, it shouldn't have happened, because it's screwing me up down inside out.

My priorities are getting fucked and I need to set things right again. I need to get things straight before I plunge myself into a deeper mistake than what it presently is.

I think when you feel the way I do, you give me a confirmation of how things should or shouldn't be, and that's just wrong.

I hate how I never get to know whether or not things like these are just passing phases.


On a side note, my dad just developed the America trip pictures, and he said I look horrible with my spastic poses. Both my parents agree that I should start smiling with my teeth.
Lol, I think cliche, fixed smiles are so fake.

And I have also gained blisters and muscle aches from yesterday's training. Which wasn't really a training.
The fact that we got scolded during Cadence run was pretty pissing, but that's alright, because that's always the way things are.
The dialogue session was, regrettably, a failure. I'm sorry, but I'm just providing my honest opinion. The only issue that was resolved was, imo, the seniors' attire. Other attempts to mediate outstanding conflicts were failures. I'd applaude them for their efforts, though.

That's about it. :D I've lots of work to do, but I'm not in the mood to complete any, so I'm just going to sleep.